Saturday, June 2, 2012

update

Dear ones, The good news is that I have a new doctor, a TMD specialist, who understands why I am having migraines and is confident that he knows how to fix me and make my pain disappear. The bad news is that the poking, prodding, manipulating and maneuvering has given me the worst head pain I have had in my entire life. I am not a girl who cries very much for any reason, but for the past two days tears have been spilling down my cheeks because of the pain. On Monday I return to the doctor's office for two and a half more hours of testing, and I cannot have any pain meds for 12 hours before the test. I am terrified. I can usually see things pretty rationally, but I am freaking out. The thought of hurting more than I hurt right now is just too much. So please, if you are one who prays, pray for me. For peace, for relief, for patience with this process. If you aren't a pray-er, do your thing for me. I hear things seem darkest right before they are fixed, and if that's true, I anticipate something truly wonderful. I just need to make it from right now until then. Thanks.

16 comments:

  1. Oh, my. My heart goes out to you, along with prayers, good thoughts and requests for you to find relief as soon as possible.

    Hang in there, my friend. Something wonderful is near, I just know it.

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  2. I love you, friend. and if I know anything? it's that love will carry you through those dark moments. even when ... especially when ... you can't see it.

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  3. I love you, friend. and if I know anything? it's that love will carry you through those dark moments. even when ... especially when ... you can't see it.

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  4. I love you, friend. and if I know anything? it's that love will carry you through those dark moments. even when ... especially when ... you can't see it.

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  5. I swear ... I didn't write that 3 times. I must be magic. I have MAGIC LOVE for you ... ;-) (also ... i'm on my phone &i have no idea how to make those extra two comments disappear ... so, apparently, I also suck at magic. yo.)

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  6. Prayers for you...sweets.

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  7. so sorry my friend. hoping this visit will get to the bottom of things.

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  8. Oh, god. I am thinking of you and sending you tons of strength and warmth and love.

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  9. Prayers and more prayers my friend.

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  10. It may not show up here, but I have magic love too. Praying for you, dear.

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  11. doing my thing - hoping it is not too late to offer some relief and make it all better - NOW

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  12. I've been saying some prayers for you. I hope they get you to "there" asap!

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  13. Oh, sweetie. I feel for you. I have some mildly scary medical stuff coming, but nothing involving that kind of pain. If they took me.off pain medal that long, I don't know what I would do. Can you take Xanadu, to.make the terror a.little.less?

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  14. Oh the joys of autocorrect. Pain MEDS and XANAX.

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  15. Owh, hang in there! It's true, when it hurts the most it can only get better.


    /Avy

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  16. Pozdrowienia od Grzeha z Królestwa Syneloi!

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talk to me, people. because you know i get all giddy when you do.